Excuses are lies we tell ourselves to avoid dealing with unpleasant truths. Most people try not to lie... but they do make excuses. Excuses and lies are simply stories used to decieve yourself and/or others with intention. When you ceate a false self, the gap widens between who you are and you you wish to be.
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